09 May 2007

Ugh, I feel like a pond that is small and ancient and stagnant. Somewhat pleasing to look at, but also eerie, and uninviting for naked toes.

I have stagnated my most important relationship within the past two weeks. I've barely talked to him. I haven't listened to him at all. I sang to him last night, a few of us including he had a great conversation for about 20 minutes by the fountain that cascades, but after that I probably ignored everything he said.

2 comments:

Yvonne said...

I left a message for you over at your Xanga spot, since I came crawling across Xanga for a moment.


What's goin' on lady?

Yvonne said...

I'm kind of going through something of a "down" period myself, at the moment. The past few days have just been sluggish to get through in some ways. It's like I feel distant from God but I don't understand why. I'm praying that the retreat I'm going on this weekend will be used by the Lord as either a kick in the pants or a refresher, or both.

As for things on your end... It's hard to be patient. Why is that we human creatures have such a hard time with the simple task of waiting on our Provider? I hope that things are going well with him now.. or that The Lord will meet him where he is, and that your time in the woods will be a refresher for you both.

And now I get to disappear for the weekend (or possibly until the end of the month - woah). Hooray!